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Longing For My Childhood Dream, The Blue


Longing For My Childhood Dream, The Blue


It all started when he appeared on television. Yes, he who created the mess. That was when I was still in Junior High. I was deluded. From the moment he appeared I couldn't stop dreaming about him. His blue eyes charmed me and then locked me inside. Since then there's nothing more left than the Blue Eyes.

I was excited when I got the chance to see the real blue eyes in front of my eyes. He was real, I mean not a star whom you can only see on screen. All day long I was searching for me. I was having a holiday at beach. Wandering and wondering whether or not I would be able to find him. And Voila, he was there all along.

It was so hilarious. Finally, I could stare at those pair of lovely eyes. But time was my enemy at that time. Time took him away from me until now. Sometimes, I am still wondering whether he still remembers me because I do very well.

Time went by but I got stuck. You know the song from Donna Lewis, I love you always forever? Let me put some of the lyric here


"You've got, the most unbelievable blue eyes


I've ever seen You've got, me almost melt away


As we lay there, under a blue sky with pure white stars


Exotic sweetness, a magical time"



That's how he's to me. Up to know he's still there inside. I thought I have got over him. I mean I met some guys, fell in love with them and only one of them who owns pair of blue eyes. I thought I was going to settle with one of them who doesn't have those lovely pair of eyes. I guess, I was wrong. I am still haunted and deluded by him, The Pair of Blue Eyes. Come to think of it, it's just like the song from Samantha Mumba, "Always come back to your love"


"I've been high and low.


I don't know where to go.


Cause I love you so.


And I'll never ever find someone like you for sure


Show me where I belong tonight.


Give me a reason to stay.


No matter if I go left or right.


I always come back to love your love "



I couldn't say more, the song has described my situation correctly. I mean for a second I thought I was going to be locked by this Korean guy, but I was once again wrong. He couldn't keep me adoring him that long. I keep craving for his existence in my life. Call me crazy, but that's how I am now.

Now, I keep whispering his name in my sleep, in my dreams, in my prays and in my solitude moments. Huh! I have really been enchanted by him. And I can't resist.


You're as prettiest as Ocean and Sky, my favorite sights.
Just hope, I am not going to end up miserable because of those pair of lovely eyes.

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